Tuesday, 27 November 2012

DO YOU LOVE OR FEAR GOD



 If you are reading this, I just want to make it clear that, am not an atheist. I just want to put forth a question for you people- is that a LOVE or FEAR that you have on god?

Take a minute and calculate the total amount of money we have bribed to GOD in the holy name of donations. Trust me, an average human being aged around 25, would have spent minimum one lakh in name of donations, excluding the expenditure over the vermilions, garlands, oils, milk, coconuts etc., frankly the count is endless. This will be guttered the moment we step outside the temple boundary.

Do you think that it is necessary to donate money in temples? Do we love god or we just want to impress him by the contribution we make in temples. We don’t even know where exactly does our money will be used. Bitter!! But the fact is, the donated money will be debited to the business men of FAITH industry, so called, PRIESTS!! Who will spend the money on either making gold ornaments for god or decorating the temple? Is god a poor? Or is he really interested in make up? The answer is NO. We don’t visit temples to find peace but with intention of getting beneficiated by him in exponential amount we donate him.

In Past, true followers of god used to build ashrams, which were the shelters, for those who don’t have a place to survive, a place for education, a place of relaxation, ultimately a place where we can find peace. Incarnations of god used to stay in place where there is nothing other than basic necessities to survive. They used to have fist amount of food. They wore nothing other than a simple cotton garments which would barely cover their body, only to get protection from changing weather. Now-a-days those ashrams have been altered as the center for business.

If we truly love god, isn’t it right to help the needed? Isn’t it right to provide food for those who are hungry? Isn’t it necessary to provide education for those who are unable to afford the expenditure? There is a great saying in Bhagwat Geeta, “ Don’t try to search god externally, god lies within you”, if you really want to devote yourself towards god, then you will find god in satisfaction we get by feeding a poor, by giving a shelter to homeless, the true blessing of god come from the heart of needy .

I am not an atheist neither a blind follower. I am a devotee, a true disciple, a true friend of GOD and follower of his teachings. But still, a question pops in my mind when I see people doing all these, “DO YOU REALLY LOVE OR JUST FEAR GOD??”

Saturday, 2 June 2012

ENGINEERING KE CHAR SAAL

                    

Bas kal ki baat lagti hai, jab mai pheli bar engineering college ke gate pe kadam rakhata, jab pheli bar maa se door huwa tha aur akhoon se pani bhar ayethe... naye dostose milla,masti kiya,roomate ke sath gana gaya,exam ke phele raat GHAZNI dekha, aur aisse tesse kar ke exams clear kiya.. pheli bar first gal frd se mila  aur phela HUG/KISS !!!!! bas aishi din gusargaye engineering ka phela saal khatam huwa..

jaisse hi DJ hostel enter kiya aur , COUNTER STRIKE ka chillana, high volume pe movie dekhna, wo EK DO EK DO WARDEN KI @@@ CH**@$ ka slogan!!! jaisse taisse semester end kiya aur zindagika phela zatka MAKEUP EXAM!!!!! pheli bar exam ke liya akhoon se assu bhhaye... WONDER LA ki masti, mama banne ki khushi , dost ko gal frd mille ki khushi ,apne break up honne ka gam, pyar mai badyi dadi, wo pheli BEER ka nasha.... second year ka safhar bada lambha tha par maan mai bhut sarre yaadein ke sath tha...

THIRD year thoda phika phika sa tha par bhuth kuch zindagi sikhagaya, wo STUD SAT mai select honna a, CAR ke ACCIDENT se aissa taissa ZINDA bachna.. zindagi ki kimmat us paal pe mehasoos huwa, ajj bhi yaad hai wo daar
!!!!!! wo EX-gal frd ka call aur EXAM KI aissi ki tessi...

final year shuru honne se phele placement ki baarish.. roz placement dept ke chakar lagana aur raat raat tak results ka wait karna ki kash ajj hojaye... jaisse hi job offer milla aur 8th mile ka CORE COMMITTEE banna..... pyar ne phir se rokh moda aur ek aur ladki se dil joda , issi pyar ke chakar mai ache dost ka bharossa toda :( :( naye relation ke complications , dost se bhidjane ka emotions.wo last time dost se galle millna, wo zindagi ke pal rewind karna aur countdown shurru karna, project ka report, seminar ke chakar se chapal ghis gaye aur phir se yaad ayye wo engineering ke nightmares...

Char saal ka safhar ko inn char panno mai baya nahi karsakta,bas umid karta hu ki yeh char saal merri zindagi ke yaadgar rahenge...


Ache aur dhukh bharre yadein ko le kar Ajj phir se wahi pohach gayahu jahha se shuru kiya tha.. nahi best frds ka sath hai nahi gal frd ka pyar.. bas dosto ke sath bitaye huwe pal yadein yaad hai.. KAL se zindagi ka rukh kuch aur hoga ,zindagi ke mainne kuch aur hongge, darr ta hu ki zindagi se haar na manjau, zindagi se ladna na chod du, BAS UMMID LE KE CHALA HU!!!